Back up, but not quite running

Thanks to Megan, it's back up again!

3 weeks.. yippeee!!!

oh yeah, 3 weeks to go and i'll be on a plane. Im actually freaking out about it now.. keep thinking that i don't have enough time to get things organised. Or that i haven't done everything that i need too. But the fact is that i should have all my bases covered and im just worried about the smallest things. I need to quit that. Enjoy my time and not worry about things that might happen. I do that too much! *roll eyes*

Anyway. 3 more weeks, then 3 weeks of heaven!!! Yay!!!

Long time no talkie

Gawd - people are stupid. I have lost almost all kinds of respect i once had for the human race due to my current job. You ask someone for their first name, and what prey tell is their response??? "Ummmm"

Good lord! *smacks head*

On the good side of life - 12 weeks until i board my plane to head to nashville! It's scary sometimes to think i'll be flying halfway around the world before. I mean i've been to Germany 4/5 times before, so same thing. Right? Who knows. my mind loves playing around with me. *shrugs*

120 days and counting

That's 17 weeks and 1 day.

Right now, November 15 can't come soon enough. Long story short, one of my housemates has been seriously pissing me off lately, but i haven't said anything. I decided last night that it was way overdue (with a little help from Curtis) and i mentioned something. Well, it wasn't sorted cause we didn't really talk, but i got the feeling that something was definately up.

This morning i wake from a dream where my ex was my bf again, but he was not only cheating on me, he'd been seeing this chick from work for like 2 weeks, and only tells me about it when he brings her home and fucks her, showers with her, and they have dinner with my mother!!!!????!!?! Arg!!

Then, later this morning, my fucked up house mate decides to tell me the reason she hasn't signed our new lease is because she's moving out.

*begin the tearing out of hair*

Random: Lyrics

Dreamgirl

I would dig a hole all the way to China
Unless of course I was there
then I’d dig my way home
If by diggin’ I could steal
the wind from the sails
of the greedy men who ruled the world

Still you’re my best friend
And after a good, good drunk
You and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep
Where I was Dreamin’, I was Dreamin’
Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

I was feelin’ like a creep
As I watched you asleep
Face down in the grass,
in the park, in the middle
of a hot afternoon
Your top was untied
And I thought how nice
It’d be to follow the sweat down your spine

You’re like my best friend
Aww after a good, good drunk
You and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep
Where I was Dreamin’, I was Dreamin’
Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

Caught by a wave
my back to the ocean
it knocks me off my feet and
just as I find my footing
here you come again
Dreamgirl, aww Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

(Scat….trails off)

*Deep in, Deep in
Deep in, Deep in
Deep in


Hunger For The Great Light

Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love

Here you go, you dirty girl
Good God, try to love try to oh
God's love is alive inside you
You know who needs you

I wanna be your hunger
I wanna see you open wide
And then I could go down for you
I wanna blow your mind

It's my aim to kill you
My aim's to love you
You and I are such a pretty thing

Smile, smile, you know you thrill me
Cross your heart and hope to die
You know I'd love to

I wanna be your hunger
I wanna see you open wide
And when I go down for you
I wanna blow your mind

You and I oh oh
Shine, shine

Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love
Oh great light of love

You come like an answered prayer
Praise God, try to love try to oh
I have the little death delight
Oh I love you

I wanna be your hunger
I wanna see you open wide
And when I go down for you
I wanna blow your mind

You, you, hey you
You, you, ohh
You, you, ohh



Smooth Rider

Last night no way
I was gonna be left hungry
Then your dady caught me sneaking out your bed
It's just a game
I playIts just a roll that was
These things sweet baby,
Are messing with your head

I'm a smooth rider baby
You know I just keep moving on
Don't know why I like to carry on
The way i do
It's just that I'm in love with you

If you see me out there runnin'
And you hear the sheriffs comin'
Your daddy's crazy with that gun in his hand
If you know they're comin for me
And you know they're runnin for me
You know my love won't let them keep me away

I'm a smooth rider baby
You know I just keep movin' on
Don't know why I like to carry on
The way I do
It's just that I'm in love with you

If you see me out there runnin'
And you hear the sheriffs comin'
Your daddy's crazy with that gun in his hand
If you know they're comin for me
And you know they're runnin for me
You know my love won't let them keep me away

I'm a smooth rider baby


love me some DMB...

strange dreams and ramblings

I dreamt last night that i met my boy. Firstly, we had st up a met but he bailed on me. This time it wasn't planned, more that i kinda ran into him.

See, i was just hanging around with some friends, and he had told me he was going to be with this chick. Well, in my travels i ran into this chick and asked where my man was, she had no clue or wasn't about to tell me. So, i started running around like a looney and finally found him. He was making some music video at my house!! haha

It was the strangest thing, but very cool *evil*

But what makes this dream even stranger...i woke up and thought "no pickles"

Yeah, really. WTF?

Thinking back on it now, i'm not sure if i actually woke up from the dream and thought it, or if it was somehow part of the dream. Odd...

headaches SUCK!!!

Had the current one since yesterday, mid morning. I ended up going to be early lastnight because it decided that my eyes should not like the light and would make it difficult for me to watch my fav. tv show...Ugh.

But, wouldn't you know it, i woke up with the damn thing. It's like hoovering behind my eyes and it's hurting like fuck to just look around and do my job effectively. Arg!!!

Kill me. Please!

Eyes sore, throat numb

i didn't sleep to well last night. and man did i have some fucked up dreams. There was a chick i knew really well once, and i thought she died after being flung from a carnival ride, but it ended up being two other girls lying in the grass all deformed and dead. She was safe.

Then there was a weird vampire guy, and something i can't really remember but i know it freaked me out.


...now i get to do grocery shopping...